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Thanks Superflux for those kind words...
This chemo has me going sometimes as if I'm in cyberspace and it sometimes freaks me out because I keep going and going without sufficient sleep sometimes, and then I'll take nap for a couple of hours and then I'm off to the races again.. Sort of like speed but with your body feeling as if it were on fire yet without a temperature at all!!!!
Which makes me wonder sometimes if I'm really sleepwalking and nothing is real at the moment, but only for a moment and that's why I wrote that sort of disclaimer. ;)
Also, when I've got to inject myself with insulin at night, the mixture of the drugs along with the immuno-suppressant drugs sort of leaves you in no-man's land for about an hour, and then I get the equivalent of a turbo- boost of whatever it may be for the rest of the night!!! It's like switching from auto-pilot without knowing who disengaged it - CAPECHE???
Sometimes at work, a student or two will look at me mystified as if I went somewhere else without leaving, and then all of a sudden I give them an answer that satisfies their concern without missing a beat and they just walk away shaking their heads but, five minutes later upon completing a demo for them, they just look at me in awe, and I have to remind then that they can do this too if they would just relax and focus, so then I'll get a smart remark for one of the students who just saw me glaze into a jellyfish five minutes before shout out: "Yeah Mr. C! Just like when we ask you a question and you're sooo focused that we wonder whether or not you're even listening!" :) :) :) and they'll finish by laughing, and then I'll respond with: "Have I ever failed to answer your question to your satisfaction???" You look into the crowd and every single student is shaking their head with a resounding NO gesture without saying a word. :) :) :)
Then there are days when none of this happens at all, and I walk around as if I'm somewhere else with my mind wandering all over the place which can be a bit intimidating at first, but I tend to work through it by reading something, and then once my focus is back, I'll come visit the forum for a question and I'm back in the groove again... However sometimes I'm not sure if I've regained my focus enough when I do answer some questions and so I'll write something like what I did in my previous post.
You know Larry (Lawrence) also deserves credit too because he basically gave the same answer some 2 seconds before I did on this thread and there are many instances where we both answer a thread only a few seconds to a few minutes apart so, please also give larry some credit too!!! :) :) :)
Respectfully,
Henry